30th april 2009

a day to remember

gone yet not forgotten,
although we're apart,
your memory will live with me,
forever in my heart.

rest in peace.

i think i should be happy for you because now you got no excuse for not attending my graduation next year. i believe you'll always be with us, protecting us. i'll miss you. i seriously will.

my eyes hurt..right now..=(

stranged, weird and worried

it's been awhile since i last updated my blog,
life is just too busy..
busy with the research project, attachments, assignments..
lifeless

just got the news from mum,
my god father is in critical condition now.
he's already on oxygen prong.

i know he'll leave us one day, but i just hope and pray that the day will be after my exam, when i'm free.

he once asked me,
girl, can i attend your graduation?
after he felt so sick, he asked me again,
girl, when is your graduation? next year?? hurm, ah gong must see whether ah gong still able to take the long journey or not..ah gong have stomach problem now, cant really control my urination and defecation.

i was so sad.
and now i am very sad.

seriously sad and worried.
i wish i could read his BHT now, and understand the whole situation.
at least be helpful to the rest of the family members.

really hope that he can make it to my graduation.
ah gong, just one more year, stay on!