Present tense

If only this light bulb can light up my mind and show me the path I should take.

Breathing underwater is indeed very therapeutic but going back to work and facing people that you dislike, working station that bring no satisfaction just bringing the level down drastically. 

I am now, not awesome again.

How I wish to be this mischievous boy, running around, making fun of others, stepping on parent's temper and yet not even a sign of afraid.

Life sucks, a present tense.

never good enough

Exactly a year ago, I was given the chance of practicing in the area that I enjoy the most.
But situation had changed, I am asked to leave, to work in another department.
Frankly, never been this sad and disappointed for awhile.

Will need to go back to my ward, to remove my belongings with my personal box on Monday.
I hope I can be strong enough to smile through the process.

I will definitely miss working with you guys.

Gosh, I felt like I just got fired.

Just to pen down something to remind me of this date.
I wonder, next year this time, where will I be?

D.R.E.A.M.

The sound of the rain drops reminded me how I used to live my life.

It is just so mundane right now.

Work is alright, but the obstacles are constantly present at the wrong timing.

Friends around me seems to be more direction conscious while I am still in the maze.

Entering the last quarter of the 2012 had just shook me up from the deep sleep.

There are too many dreams and too many "want"s to fulfill but am lacking of enthusiasm. 

I should really buck up now, pick up the pieces and move forward.

I just can not work aimlessly.

Yes, I have a dream, to be better, to be great.