30th april 2009

a day to remember

gone yet not forgotten,
although we're apart,
your memory will live with me,
forever in my heart.

rest in peace.

i think i should be happy for you because now you got no excuse for not attending my graduation next year. i believe you'll always be with us, protecting us. i'll miss you. i seriously will.

my eyes hurt..right now..=(

stranged, weird and worried

it's been awhile since i last updated my blog,
life is just too busy..
busy with the research project, attachments, assignments..
lifeless

just got the news from mum,
my god father is in critical condition now.
he's already on oxygen prong.

i know he'll leave us one day, but i just hope and pray that the day will be after my exam, when i'm free.

he once asked me,
girl, can i attend your graduation?
after he felt so sick, he asked me again,
girl, when is your graduation? next year?? hurm, ah gong must see whether ah gong still able to take the long journey or not..ah gong have stomach problem now, cant really control my urination and defecation.

i was so sad.
and now i am very sad.

seriously sad and worried.
i wish i could read his BHT now, and understand the whole situation.
at least be helpful to the rest of the family members.

really hope that he can make it to my graduation.
ah gong, just one more year, stay on!

紧绷

无奈
无言

真的很想出去走走。
就算只是附近的植物园，动物园。
拼命的拍照，搞笑，吃冰淇淋。

mentally and physically tire..

earth hour

1 more hour to Earth Hour event.

what are u doing?

are u joining?


well, i am. =)


sign up urself at www.earthhour.org/signup/

what happen when someone having stroke..

患了中風，腦部的微血管，

會慢慢的破裂，遇到這種情形，千萬別慌，

患者無論在什麼地方(不管是浴室、臥房或客廳），

千萬不可搬動他。

因為，如果移動，會加速微血管的破裂 。

所以要先原地把患者扶起坐穩以防止再摔倒，這時才開始（放血）。

家中如有專為注射用的針，當然最好，

如果沒有，就拿縫衣用的銅針，

或是大頭針，用火燒一下消毒，

就在患者的十個手指頭尖兒

（沒有固定穴道，大約距離手指甲一分之處）

刺上去，要刺出血來 (萬一血不出來，可用手擠），

等十個手指頭都流出血來(每指一滴)，

大約幾分鐘之後，患者就會自然清醒

如果嘴也歪了，就拉他的耳朵，把耳朵拉紅，

在兩耳的耳垂兒的部位，各刺兩針，

也各流兩滴血，幾分鐘以後，嘴就恢復原狀了。

等患者一切恢復正常感覺沒有異狀時再送醫，

就一定可以轉危為安，否則，若是急著抬上救護車送醫，

經一路的顛跛震動恐怕還沒到醫院，他腦部微血管，

差不多已經都破裂了。萬一能夠吉人天相，保全老命，

能像孫院長，容得勉強行動，那得要靠祖上的庇蔭了。

放血救命法，是住在新竹的中醫師夏伯挺先生說的。

且是經自己親身實驗，敢說百分之百有效。

i'm too lazy to forward the email, thus sharing it here in my blog..=)

i'll move on

This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can't seem to go on. And I've been thru' this before.
Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here.
But I'll remember. All those times you've bought me thru'.
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near

I'll move on I'll go on. Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may. I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on

Here I am Once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on
Take a step a little time It's alright.
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again

Don't hold back now. And i've been thru' this before.
Now where am I? Where do I stand? A little lost here.
But I'll remember. All those times you've bought me thru'.
I can feel the sun shining down on me

Here I am, Here I am. Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along. Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may. I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on.

olivia ong - i'll move on

*currently in love with this song, just heal my broken soul into a piece again with the meaningful lyrics and sweet voice..*

LA no more..

sigh, due to the economic crisis, RM is going down and USD is going up even though US is having the most serious econ crisis now in the world.
with that...i'm so sad to announce that my Los Angelas trip on May 09 is canceled!!

prof shah called me on last saturday night when i was having my YM2 symbiosis camp. the news just broke my heart and to take it solemnly...

sigh, i thought we can make it through, i thought we can make miracle happens, but may be this is really just an one way traffic..



hollywood no more..




disneyland no more..




coach outlet no more..




LA no more..