A Risk Taker

It has finally entering the 4th year of my working life.

Colleagues come and go, and I am still here at the same old spot.

Waking up every morning without the passion to leave for work makes me wonder,

wonder what is wrong with me?

I am definitely not overwork, nor have no time for getaways,

yet I feel tired each and everyday.

I guess it is the dissatisfaction to be blamed.

I started wondering, and slowly figuring, 

what should I do?

At least I am more serious about it this time.

Reminiscing the good old days when I was so naive,

believing the personnel from the education fair,

telling us how versatile this profession can be.

It is definitely so not true.

I, am disappointed. 

Finally I had decided what I really want to do.

There is definitely a huge percentage of risk for stepping out the comfort zone,

giving it all out to something that might not even turn out well

and coming back to the point zero with nothing else left behind.

Thanks to the support of my family and a few friends,

financially and morally.

I think I am becoming a risk taker, or already is.

After all, I can always start fresh again.

I do not want to spend my next 20 years regretting I had not live my life.

I might not be doing well,

but at least I have tried.

* Pictures were taken in Phuket, Thailand*